sorry about the last entry but I couldn't think of anything to write about...and I still have nothing to talk about but I have time to go on about nothing!

nothing nothing nothing....OH YEAH and nothing...LOL I have spent the past WHOLE THREE DAYS with T.R. lol Sunday was his birfday and I mades him a birfday cards...aren't I the bestest girlfriend ever LOL...the most exciting thing that happened was I got to see a deer being skinned LOL AND I GOT THE TAIL *haha Jackie T.R. killed bambi*

Jackie tried to call me yesterday and I didn't know it!! I could have went to her house with her and Val...I love T.R. to death but I miss my friends  ever since we started dating my friends haven't really wanted to be around me...I have to practically BEG matt to come see me....Sarah Beth won't even speak to me...Philip just flat out ignores me...Val tries but she has a lot of excitement in  her own life right now =)...and Jackie just doesn't seem to love me like she used to =(( I just don't know about anything anymore

I'm dying inside and nobody knows it but me  Like a clown I put on a show The pain is real even if nobody knows and I'm crying inside and nobody knows it but me